so I am a sheep by choice  baa2 baaa2 lol .. been a sheep since forever just what changed is that in the past I used to dream that I'll have courage to break chains .. now I settled with what's the "norm" whatever that is .. it's suffocating when u're a sheep that sees and understands .. the rest of the pack doesn't .. there's no difference between u and the rest .. but u know that u're different .. *sigh* a good friend of mine have what I lack .. and that's courage .. sometimes she gets overwhelmed with pressure and thinks of givin' in and be another sheep .. :/ My heart stops whenevr she gets that disperate .. and no matter how much I tell her that she'll die the minute she decides to comprimise with what she knows her life is .. I don't think she gets that I'm afraid she becomes like me .. :( I think I'll be more sorry for her than for myself if she decided to join the pack .. ofcourse u have nothing to do with this .. bas enta mo 9adeeqy ?:P :P I'll afadfid here .. lol told u writing is like an addictive poison ..  

I was reading ur blog .. and I was wondering .. have u ever been impresioned with the feeling of self failure ?? lol weird question, I know .. but i've always thought that ma greatest failure is not being able to let me be me .. one would think that they know themselves more than anyone .. but we still fail ourselves.. I was reading *confused* and kind of related to it .. in a way .. hate people who say you have a choice for everything .. it's not that easy and iyour choices will not alwas be right .. nakad I know .. but u're baraqish that  has janat 3la nafsiha and said write ur thoughts lol

hey fish boy!! hahahaha that was sooo funny as if your fish would jump out!! hahahahaha i love your accents they r amazin keep workin on d irish nd d australian though!!! hahahaha u love my eyes and yes they will stare lol

 

i do want 2 say your poems are amazing realli they are....... no jokin now u are very talented

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hey hun!! c i told u i leave u a msg!!  hun u r so amzing and i thank u very much for all u have done for me !! u have saved my life a couple times and for that im very thank full!!! man i need to send u some of my song lyrics so u can read them!! love u hunn xoxoxoxo Jessie.Marlene.marrs xoxoxoxo

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anas bum :P:P yes.. well.... i dont know what 2 say :( .......... so... ermm. Byeeeeeeeeeeeee xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx hehehe from..

jodey poo xxx

hey anas

thx for bein ther when i feel like tat i wana die!! i swear god sent u from heaven to help me in my time of need i could not ask for a better friend like u, u mean the world to me and i thank u for been my friend

love ya lots

Jess.M

rooom mate , keef bas ya fay3aan :)  best space best friend best bro .... wat do u want more :)